On the one hand I want to be. Steadfast. But when it comes down to the nitty gritty of everyday, steadfast seems kind of boring. Like the line on a monitor when someone is dead. It sure feels good to be on the receiving end of someone who is steadfast, but pulling those extremes down and up to work out the flat line in my own life for someone else’s sake is like, well… dying.
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